Settling down

This weekend I moved. I am set up in my new apartment and have already met one person who lives in the complex. Sunday I finished getting everything moved in and then went to Buster's that night because they have free pool on Sundays. Last night there was rough. Even with Hamilton, the house is so quiet and its hard to be there alone. It will get easier...I just know it has to. Tonight the goal is to get the living room done. I am going to have to have a friend come over...I have no motivation when I am there alone because I just want to sit down and cry. Beth and Kendall were there Sunday afternoon/evening and we got alot done because every time I wanted to sit down they were asking what I wanted to move next. They also are very helpful because they will make suggestions. Beth really undestands what it is like to look at things and know that they are just not where they go.

He called me Sunday night. Complaining because I took too many of the little trashcans. I just want him out of my life...he needs to grow up and realize what he has done and then accept responsibility for it.....